When Realization Hits…

15 Apr

When does the realization hit that it quite might be happening, like, NOW?

Not when I went off the pill last April. Not throughout all those months of wild sex and no periods (and, hence, no ovulation) for months upon months. Not when I saw a gynecologist. Not when I was referred to the fertility clinic. Not when they put me on medication.

Not even on Wednesday, as the ultrasound specialist was blindly sticking her magic wand in me (for her magic gynecological lamp was broken and the only source of light was the computer screen).

But today, when they said “come back on the 27th for a pregnancy test”… that’s when I started to wonder – might it be happening already? Is there a baby-to-be moving in my tubes now toward my womb?

How early do the first pregnancy signs strike? Not too early, or so I am told. Not until after the implantation.

I have to be patient and wait. But it’s so hard!


2 Responses to “When Realization Hits…”

  1. babiesandus April 16, 2011 at 1:54 AM #

    Yup the waiting part is the hardest. Hang in there, it actually goes very quickly.

    • zygotta April 16, 2011 at 9:05 AM #

      when it’s a vacation – then it passes quickly
      when it’s time left before deadline – then it passes quickly

      but in this case? somehow I doubt it will be all that quick…

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